Update for today 

I’ve spent all of yesterday looking for treatment for my eating disorder, and there are no specialiists in my area. I’m rapidly losing weight. I’ve lost 8 pounds in the last two weeks. I’m feeling depressed and alone. I’m feeling like I’m getting out of control. I feel like if I keep going, I will run into a brick wall… I just wish I could get treatment… 

One Reply to “Update for today ”

  1. There’s always hope baby. I’m really proud of you for wanting help and trying to find it on your own.
    I’m in the same situation. I’m begging for help that no one is giving.
    My nearest inpatient clinic is on the opposite side of the country about 2 hours away. I’ve been there for six months in the past but I really need to be back and my team aren’t looking after me at all.

    Don’t be disheartened. Keep trying and fighting. I’m not sure which country you are from or your age, but I really advise you to visit the doctor. That amount of weight loss is so dangerous for your tiny body. I don’t want to fuel the disorder at all, but this time it has to be said. You’re killing yourself, and you deserve so much more.

    I’m here for you. Seriously, I’d love to talk to you through email or here or anything. I’m on Instagram too?
    I love you.

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