alter’s thoughts

Hey, it’s Amilia, and I’m 16. I hate to think of the memories that are always in my mind…. Trigger warning:

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I hate thinking of the way our dad beat us every day. I hate thinking of the memories of our brother sexually abusing us… It was so gross… I just wish I could get rid of these memories. We have skipped breakfast and lunch today whih I feel good about. I love skipping meals. I’m annorexic though so that is why.. Amilia

Hey it Lucy, and me scared. I only four. Rayette is writing all this for mecause I don’t know how to spell. I scared of the memories that in my head. I hate thinking of the men who raped us… It was so… um…. bad….

It’s Ashley and I’m five. I remember being in the cult and had all those awfull things done to us. I still remember the sounds of the baby’s cries when they were being killed in front ofme. I wish I could make it all go away….

Hey, it’s Rayette, and everyone is struggling inside. Amilia doesn’t want to eat. We’ve skipped two meals today already, and not sure if she will let us eat supper. She’s going on an annorexic fast… My depression is coming back again…. This isn’t good. I’m going to email my therapist after I write this blog post to tell her how everyone is doing which isn’t good. We kept waking up from nightmares last night…


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