my abuse story Trigger warning

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So, I wanted to write down my story. I was born three months early, and I went into fostercare right after I was born. I went into foster care because my parents couldn’t keep up with my feedings. Also, they were neglecting mmy care. At the age of 1, my father started sexually abusing me. At the age of three, my parents started selling me for drugs. Also at one, my mom started cutting me and putting salt into the wounds. At the age of two, my mother would do things to me in a sexual way. At the age of five, I was with a foster family who was members of a cult. They would kill babies and then with the blood still on their hands, they would sexually abuse me. I was raped at the age of five by a preacher in our church. My parents would sell my pictures and videos of me when I was little to make money. My parents sold me for drugs until I was seven. My dad would beat us every day. When I was seven, I went to live with my grandparents. I lived with them for ten and a half years. They were emotionally, physically, spiritually, and mentally abusive to me. My brother started sexually abusing me when I was fifteen. At the age of 20, I was psychiatrically hospitalized where I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, and post traumatic stress disorder. I attempted suicide in 2013. I started to self-harm at age 20. In 2015, I was in the hospital a total of seven times in 8 months. My last hospitalization was just a week ago. I was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder in aApril of this year. The social worker at the hospital said they ruled it out, but it’s clearly written on my medical records that I have it. So, that’s my story.


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