So, it’s like 3:30 where I live right now. I went to sleep around 8 last night and forgot to take my meds. I think one of my alters was trying to tell me that they didn’t want to take the meds because it reminded them of the cult. That’s as far as I will go with that.We finally had a nurse last night who got us. She told us to reach out for help in any way we could. She found my blog, and she really liked it. She thought it was a great idea for me to share my thoughts with the people on the Net. Wishing I would have taken our meds last night because not doing so has left us awake at this hour of 3:30 AM.