Suicidal from Stacey

Hi, it’s Stacey, and I can’t stop imagining what the inside of my wrists would look like, like if they were bleeding until there was nothing left to drain out of them. I can’ make these thoughts go away. The memories are all so overwhelming, and so are the thoughts. Last time we tried going inpatient for thoughts when Rayette wasn’t suicidal, we were told by the hospital that since she wasn’t the one who was suicidal, that we didn’t meet criteria for inpatient. I just can’t do this anymore. The pain is just to much. Just want to end it. I’m just so sad…… I’m 12 and can’t handle this on my own. Need support.

Stacey

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Feeling discouraged

So, I’m feeling discouraged. I was told by Crisis Text Line that they needed a note from my  doctor for me to continue training. The person at crisis text line thinks the training material is triggering me, but it’s not. I can do this. I’ve always wanted to do something like this. I can do this!!!!!! I just need someone to believe in me!!!!!

feeling lonely!!!!

I’m feeling like I’m the only one with DID. I know it’s not true, but it feels so lonely right now. Anyone available to talk? If so, you can email me at rayette.rucker23@gmail.com. I could really use a friend right now. Trying to make it through this rough patch.